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Jing Yuan [景元] ([personal profile] lionsleeps) wrote2023-11-27 03:08 am
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Re: 30 mins later

[personal profile] eggshell 2024-06-02 02:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Again?

[Typing bubble]

I believe so, if this has happened before. Come to me. I am at a library, if that sounds familiar.
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Re: 30 mins later

[personal profile] eggshell 2024-06-03 07:34 am (UTC)(link)
[Dan Feng is somewhere near the back of the library, sitting at a table and hidden behind several tall stacks of books. Half of said books are open, pages torn out into confetti, others turned into cranes.

He does look up at the call of his name, but when their eyes meet, there is zero spark of recognition, like Jing Yuan really is just a stranger.]


Husband?
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Re: 30 mins later

[personal profile] eggshell 2024-06-03 07:53 am (UTC)(link)
I know who you are.

[Petulantly; moving the stack of books reveals a jigsaw puzzle that's all put together, save for one piece: it has a cartoon lion on it. It's a good likeness, mole and all, even if it seems to have been chewed from the amount of fang marks it bears.]

I've been told, but - I do not remember. I have reacquired memories from others, but there is still a great swathe of them missing. This is the last piece and- who are you really, to me? Why is so much of myself tied to you? [Frown.] This is not healthy.
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Re: 30 mins later

[personal profile] eggshell 2024-06-03 08:34 am (UTC)(link)
[Dan Feng watches him talk with an impassive, calculating look, before leaning forward to rest an elbow on the table, so he can lean his head on his hand.]

Both of us, happy? I find that I have- that I am not a good person, piecing together what I know. I tried to kidnap multiple people who I realized I held dear, and some of them have told me that what I feel for you is magnitudes more. And so I thought, what would become of me, if I remember, how terrible and unsightly, how...

[He looks away. Then back up at Jing Yuan.]

What if I do not want to put it back together?
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1/2

[personal profile] eggshell 2024-06-03 07:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[The smile is weirdly. Incredibly. Incandescently attractive. Dan Feng can recognize the intent behind it and that's what makes it all the better; the urge to lean upwards and kiss it off the man's face is very strong. But he has to remains strong, because somehow it would be better if he was angrier, so maybe Jing Yuan would strike him, and...

This conflict plays across Dan Feng's face so visibly it's great entertainment.]
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Re: 30 mins later

[personal profile] eggshell 2024-06-03 07:38 pm (UTC)(link)
So I would have you either way, correct?
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Re: 30 mins later

[personal profile] eggshell 2024-06-03 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[All of these threats and could-have-beens sound painful and cold and the only thing there that instinctively chills him to the bone is the threat of being left in the dark.

The other ones are the threat of a blade against his soft, vulnerable places, and after Jing Yuan has finished talking, Dan Feng is backed away into his seat as far as possible, pupils broadly dilated, breathing heavily.

He isn't quite sure if he's terrified or aroused or maybe both. Can it be both. Dan Feng smiles hungrily up at the sun threatening an eclipse and tilts his head to bare his throat.]


You really do know me, husband. [He pets around blindly for the puzzle, unwilling to look away.] Is this the sort of love we have? I want it...
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Re: 30 mins later

[personal profile] eggshell 2024-06-10 10:21 am (UTC)(link)
You would be so beautiful if you shattered. I could put you back together and break you again and it would be such a good time and you can do it to me and we would do it until the heat death of the universe.

[He says all of that in one breath. He could destroy the last puzzle piece, and he could relearn all of his husband's secrets. They would be tidally locked until they fell into one another. Dan Feng knew this destruction like the back of his hand.

But there is something that had been fundamentally changed from his poisoned foundations, beyond his lost memories: his subconscious now knew what it was like to be loved without cutting himself on the jagged edges of it. He had experienced all the comforts of home, in one man, the one above him, who held Dan Feng's heart in his hand.]


But I want to stay. [He leans upwards so he can brush a kiss against the corner of Jing Yuan's angry mouth.] Help me stay with you.